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| Sunday, March 29, 2009 |
| Embun... |
 Dari pagi smpai la ke petang aku buat keje sambil tgk tv...tepat pukul 5 aku bukak Astro kirana..tengok title cerite cam bes..
-EMBUN-
Set in Malaya during the Japanese occupation in the 1940s, this film tells the story of a girl, Embun, who's thrown into the forefront of the struggle against the Japanese when her freedom-fighter brother, Bayu, and father are detained by the Japanese. In the midst of it all, she's also caught in a romantic liaison with the Japanese army public relations man, Koishi, who is assigned to explain the Japanese propaganda to the Malays and win their support. Koishi also has a personal mission to fulfils in Malaya: to find the Malay man who married his mother (in other words, his father) when she served as a Japanese spy prior to the occupation.
Subhanallah...sumpah aku takut sesangat tengok cite ni :( aku bayangkan diri aku, if aku ada dalam situasi dalam cerite ni.. pergh! menanges aku tengok oh, perempuan kena rogol dalam zaman penjajahan dah jadi perkara biasa, waktu malam askar2 jepun datang rumah2 orang melayu semata2 nk cari ank gadis!! yes! ANANK GADIS MELAYU!, waktu tu la aku rasa takot sangat2 sampai nanges ok! aku takottttt sangat2! tatau cmne nk ungkap kan tu... sesiapa pon xbley nk tolong time tu, ada yg terjerit2 mintak tolong..kalau aku jd diorg pon aku rasa rela aku mati dlm perjalan nak ke sane, janji aku tamo jd habuan si penjajah negara tu...huh! dalam cite ni si embun tu kena rogol gilir2 time tu pon aku da cuak nk mampos, pastu yg si melati kawan baik dia plak kena tangkap time malam tu,kalo aku jadi embun pon aku nak sangat selamat kn kawan baik aku tu..xrela aku tgk kawan aku kena jadi habuan si askar2 tu, hesh! geram btol!
Yang aku respek sangat2 semangat ketua melayu dalam cite tu si sape tu eh aku lupe la pulak..hahaha! dia semanagat untuk mempertahankan hak melayu islam dan negara kite, dalam2 suspen2 cmni ada gak bibit2 cinta ni eh..xleh lari pon dalam filem melayu... ;p pape pon aku kata cite ni memang sangat2 memberi kesedaran untuk rakyat malaysia, maklumlah...melayu mudah lupe kan..memang patot nye kite nye pihak penerbit filem memperbanyakan filem2 camni untuk memberi kite kesedaran, supaya kite rakyat malaysia bersatu padu, jangan sampai kesah silam terjadi lagi.. huhuhu!
*** watak2 dalam cite mmg hebat! ;) |
posted by bubbly @ 2:53 AM  |
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| Saturday, March 14, 2009 |
| i love photography |





Camera baby..hesh..help me to find my new dslr camera pepps.. aku addict gle dgn camera right now.actually since aku skolah lg aku suke camera..xda camera btol, aku gune kan hp..hahah! jadi la kan..2.0mp ok wut?gmbr pon cantik..
aku suke sgt2 dgn art ni actually..jiwa penuh seni..ecey! ahaha..seyes, aku suke art..xkire la seni lukis tgn ke apa ke..dlu ak belajar pon amik art, tp bab2 lukis ni ak fail la kn, aku suke color jek..kalo lukis, aku slalu suh besfren aku lukiskn, xpon aku konon2 mintak cikgu ajarkn aku lukis, last2 dia lukis aku nye lukisan smpi abs..hahaha kesian cikgu ain..ampun ya cikgu! heheh. aku bertambah2 suke camera sejak aku abis skolah den masuk kolej..tapi xda la gile aku nk beli camera dslr tu datang kan..bile aku dpt bf (skang da jd ex ;p) pun yg minat dlm bidang photography ni, and dia pon mempunyai slr camera, aku jeles bangat deyh!! dengki gile ok! semua gambar yg dia amik lawa gile..xle jadi la kan..hahah! relax dude..
Tp aku maseh waras..aku fikir lg, camera tu mahal oi..mana nak dapat duit beli camera ribu2 tu kan..so aku relax.. but now! aku da keje, and minat aku kat camera pon maseh xreti2 nk surut..aku pon gagahkan hati untuk berjimat semata2 nak beli camera lak..yg bes nye aku anggap camera tu hadiah bufday utk aku for dis year..go baby go! aku pon ada tanye2 kat ex aku tu pasal camera..dia kata kat aku, buat pe nk beli slr, berat2 tu..pastu lak dia kata bli je digital camera biasa tu pon cukup,nti kalo bli slr sure nk bli lens2 la..cit podah! aku tamo! aku nak gak dslr tu..dia gune leh, aku nk gune xle la?hahahha! (gurau je ok) dengan kedegilan aku ni, akhirnye dia setuju nk bwk aku cari camera(syg ko! hehe!)
Pape pon, aku nak camera ni bukan nye nk utk kerjaya aku pon..cume aku suke amik gambar.. sng cite hobi aku ler...kalo gi mane2 camera sure aku yg pegang even pon tu camera org len..hahah! aku akan amik je gambar yg aku rasa tu menarik perhatian aku, tak kire la abg aku slalu kata nape aku slalu amk gbr tiang la, ada tong sampah la..kalo tgk btol2 gambar tu ada makna tau..haaa.. tapi aku nak sgt2 amk gbr time aku lompat dr tpt tggi! pergh! bes siot! aku suke gile lompat tggi2 nih..pastu snap picture..sure best! hheeheh
Akhir skali..aku nk pesan kat kawan2 aku nih..korg tapaya la nak penin2 bli hadiah merepek2 tuk aku for bufday ni..korg juz share2 je duit korg ramai2 and kasi agkt itu satu dslr nikon 1 tuk aku! hahaha! peace!! adios! to da victory! SALAM :) |
posted by bubbly @ 6:20 AM  |
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| Friday, March 13, 2009 |
| why can't u see me? |

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset She's going off about something that you said She doesnt get your humour like I do.I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like And she'll never know your story like I do..
But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts She wears high heels, I wear flipflop She's was a cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers. Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find that what you're lookin for has been here the whole time. If you could see that I'm the one who understands you Been here all along so why can't you see?
Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans, I cant help thinking this is how i tought to be Laughing on a park bench thinkin to myself. Hey isnt this easy? And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down. You say your fine, I know you better than that. Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?
Standin by, waiting at your back door. All this time how could you not know that? Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night. I'm the one who makes you laugh, when you know you're about to cry. I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams, I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me. Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you? Been here all along so why can't you see? |
posted by bubbly @ 2:31 AM  |
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| breathe without you but i have to |

I see your face in my mind as I drive away, Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way. People are people, And sometimes we change our minds. But it’s killing me to see you go after all this time. Music starts playin’ like the end of a sad movie, It’s the kinda ending you don’t really wanna see.
Cause it’s tragedy and it’ll only bring you down, Now I don’t know what to be without you around. And we know it’s never simple, Never easy. Never a clean break, noone here to save me. You’re the only thing I know like the back of my hand, Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve. But people are people, And sometimes it doesn’t work out, Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out. It’s two a.m. Feelin' like I just lost a friend. Hope you know it’s not easy, It’s two a.m. And I can’t, Breathe, Without you, But I have to |
posted by bubbly @ 2:27 AM  |
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| life oh life... oh life... |
yes..life people.. every each of people sure ada cite tersendiri dalam diri masing-masing, kehidupan yang penuh dengan cabaran,dugaan,suka dan duka..but this is happen with the reasons..if you all tengok balik apa yg korg da lalui sebelum ni, n you stand where you are right now for sure you all akan kata wow! what a wonderful life!
like me.. since 7 years old, i lose my dad..and my mum yang mencari duit untuk sekolah kan aku dan abang, tapi even pon kami hidup dalam sederhana, tapi tak pernah sekali kami ada kekurangan dalam hidup, smua cukup.. lagipun, aku and abg aku keje kat masjid..tiap malam jumaat and kuliah subuh,memandangkan masjid pon depan umah jek..so kitorg keje kat masjid tu..dapat la duit belanja skola..dari kecik kitorg da cbe berdikari sdri cmne nk cari duit sdri..aku rasa ni la pengalaman yg paling berharga utk aku..bukan smua org dapat pnglmn cmni tau! haaaa.... nasib baik la aku ni bukan jenis yang gile "brand" ke jenis nak ikut rentak kawan, yup! kawan aku kebanyakannye smua anak org berada..tapi alhamduillah diorg smua memahami dan baik hati ( syg gle kat korg! xoxox)
since aku sekolah lagi aku da ada kawan baik..hehe :) kawan yg sangat aku sayangi,percaya... masa sekolah aku memang rapat dengan budak lelaki dari budak perempuan..aku tatau nape susah skit nk rapat dgn diorg..but hanya 2 org perempuan je aku percaya and dia jadi kawan baik aku sampai la sekarang.. and sorang lagi..besfren aku lelaki..bole la dikata kan hensem..hahaha..sampai skang, tp da jarang contact, maklum la org tgh bz final year.. tp seyes aku kata..dgn kawan2 aku ni la aku slalu bermanja..sebab diorg suke layan aku..hohoho..bes2!
after spm, aku masuk kolej..Reliance College..aku masuk atas pandangan abg aku, mule2 aku nk masuk bhgn ID (interior Designer) tp bile pikir2 balik, xpe la aku amik tourism, lgpun aku mmg suke gi melancong ni..mmg salah satu dari aku nye hobi..dekat kolej tu, mostly 90% Chinese, org melayu bley dikira dgn jari jek, tp so far, budak2 tu ok..xda hal nye..sronok blja situ..and kat situ aku rapat le dgn budak sarawak..spi skang kitorg kawan..tambah lg kawan rapat aku ni..n senior aku kat kolej tu pon aku rapat spi la skang ni ha..slalu ajak lepak kat mamak NZ je keje minah ni..hahahah!
after kolej, ak dpt keje kat Sri Sutra Travel, alhamdulillah murah rezeki aku...aku keje sebagai Business Development & Corporate Affairs..wa ada 2 bos wei! alahai.. 2 bos aku kena jaga hati..hahahah! tapi xda hal...diorg pun ok..so aku pon ok la kan..kat company ni byk benda aku belajar...bukan pasal keje je..tp pasal hubungan kekeluargaan, team work, work like family..yeahhh! kalo kite xda team work 1 organisasi ni xkan berjaya punye la..kat company ni aku dapat banyak kakak and abang! even pon depa ni amboiii suke sgt sakat aku..tapi xpe aku sayang korg! hehehehe peace!
since aku keje sini aku bertambah2 panjang kaki..asyik2 nk berjalan jekk...penin pale mak aku ni ha..tp mmg ni impian aku..nk tgk dunia selagi aku bernyawa..so next trip diorg da ajak2 aku gi bangkok la plak..adeh..aku da la tgh nk kumpul duit nk beli camera Dslr..wawawa! tgk la lu ye kak..ada duit den beli la ticket flight.. hehehe..
harta pertama aku sejak aku kerja ni kan..aku bli hp sony..pergh syg gle beb..duit sdri la kata kan..2nd is my baby black devil car...hehehe ;p im proud to be me! sglanye aku cube usaha sdri..aku xmo mengalah dgn sgla cabaran yg datang..sbnrnye byk je lg masalah dtg kt idup aku ni..malas aku nk cite kan..buat pe nk igt2 kn bda yg buat kite sedih kan..bia lah bnda tu da belalu..asalkan aku idup bahagia....segala pengalaman yg datang dlm idup aku, aku jadikan pengajaran n bertambah kuat untuk ke depan, to da victory!! yeha! |
posted by bubbly @ 1:38 AM  |
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